No more dreaming, plz thnx. The problem isn't that I'm not resting anymore, the problem is that I'm dreaming things that don't make me happy... things that make my very upset, actually... no: A single thing that makes me very upset, something that shouldn't make me so upset, not even a little, but it does, oh, it so does and I wake up and the first ( Read more... )

Feeling better now... well actually I started feeling better yesterday. The Pastu started it, as always, when he told me he should take me to a bar and let me get wasted so the next morning I had a huge hangover that made me wish I hadn't ever learned the word alcohol. Sometimes I think I like people whom I care about to care about me as well, and ( Read more... )

What's with the fucking sun?! This morning it was cloudy and cold and pretty, and now it's sunny and kinda hot DX<... Damn you, global warming!

Yesterday my mother called me to ask me which shampoo should she buy because there wasn't the one we always buy in the store. I told her any scent would be fine as long as we kept the same mark. Today when I ( Read more... )

DAMNIT! WHY THE HELL IS INTERNET SO FRAKKIN' SLOW TODAY? T^T. Last night it was ok! I was downloading my stuff, chatting, reading Org. XIII fanfic, watching Genshiken... but today I'm getting old while downloading BSG 3x06 and Death Note Special at a rate of 5 KB/s BOTH! According to BitTorrent I'll have my Death Note Special in two, yeah, TWO days ( Read more... )

These day's I've been kinda lazy... looking for KHII stuff in the internetz :P... I'm loving those Organization XIII guys ^^, especially Zexion, Demyx and Xigbar XigDem ftw, btw, Sexyon's seiyuu's Akira Ishida, that is the man who voices Kaworu, Gaara, Xellos and Shinkouhyo ^^ *squee*... I mean, seriously... that man has TEH VOICE *is in love with ( Read more... )

Ok, this is the third time I try to write this post but I don't feel like writing a loooong monologue today, so I'll try to make this quick.

The image of my journal is Kaworu centered with a little bit of Shinji now, thanks to the lovely
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Today I was turned into a Dalmatian. For those of you who have seen 101 Dalmatians, remember the scene when Cruella shakes her pen, springling ink at Roger and Pongo? Well, today Daniela shaked her pen and ink was sprinkled all over the floor, the wall, Monica's jacket, my Shinji and Kaworu drawing (she shall die for that) and myself. I couldn't ( Read more... )

So I survived another cold and another emo wave and I'm here, trying to post a decent update of what my live has been.

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These days I've been called a "fan", a "geek", a "nerd", an "otaku" and a "friki" (which comes from "freak" and describes the person who's obsessed with a specific topic or hobby till it becomes a lifestyle for that person)... I' ( Read more... )

Ok, this situation is unbearable. I need my Rebuild of Evangelion and I need it NOW! Meanwhile the newest trailer for my collection :P.

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I'll say it: SHINJI LOKS SO DAMN GOOD!

Hello dear flist... I still have a cold, but I'm not feeling as crappy as the other day.
Today I bring fanart! Obviously, Evangelion related.

So I failed at drawing my first yaoi scene X'D. I had several problems, actually ... 1) I SUCK AT DRAWING FEET! 2) I SUCK AT KEEPING THE PROPORTIONS OF THE DRAWING IN MY MIND WHILE DRAWING DETAILS, SO THEY TURN ( Read more... )